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September 09, 2007

More on my ex fiancee

I am just going to put this out there...Since I really don't know what to say....about the situation...and I really am having a hard time expressing my feelings...its really surreal. Here is about half of the email I had received from her mother.

Hi Robert,
It was a surprise to see an e-mail come in from you.
I am assuming you are still in Phoenix. I thought
you might like to know what happened here.

Greta came back from Phoenix on April 14th last year.
We found a nice apartment for her up across the
Missouri state line in the tiny town of Anderson.
We are only 3 miles from the border anyway.
She needed an address in MO because her psychologist,
Dr. Orlando, was in Joplin MO. She was in and out of
the hospital and on MANY meds of course. After a trip
to the pain doctor for the pain patch we came here to
our house. She was planning to spend the weekend
with us. Her head hurt and she wanted to take a nap
in the afternoon. So she laid down and went to sleep
immediately but she never woke up and had died in her
sleep. This was October 26th, 2006.

The rescue squad said she died of a heart attack.
This is quite common I understand with people of any
age that have been taking a lot of medications for
many years. She was so toxic that the Fentanyl patch
tipped it all over the edge. They said no autopsy was
necessary despite her age. Her cousin Teresa is a
paramedic and said she sees this frequently in young
people.

So far I have only told my sister and I did message a few of our friends in California to let them know. We were together for almost 6 years. Part of me wishes I could have helped more...but after 6 years of being with her my mind is clearly telling me that there was no way I could have stopped this - and that I knew this would have happened if she was here in Arizona. When we tried to reconcile and I picked her up in the airport she already looked vacant and almost dead-like in her eyes. It was probably just a matter of time before her body catched up to her eyes. My body just screamed out that I was making a huge mistake when I saw her. I just feel bad that I couldn't help her and that she died so young.

Posted by: Robert Woolwine at 11:11 AM | Comments (5) | Add Comment
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1 Robert... I'm so so sorry =,(
I don't know what to say other then that...
I wish you only joy and happiness

Posted by: Tasha at September 09, 2007 02:19 PM (q6J6D)

Hey man,
I've had my share of deaths of people I love in my life, and I know nothing that is said can help in those situations, so I'm sending you the only thing that helps me through these things, and that's A BIG HUG from a friend!

In hebrew we say: "shelo teda od tsa'ar" - May it be you won't know sorrow no more".

With love,
yair

Posted by: kobaiko at September 09, 2007 02:38 PM (TRQoI)

3 I'm sorry Robert

don't forget you have friends her online......

Posted by: Chris07 at September 10, 2007 06:13 AM (Fbigh)

I'm sorry Robert

I've lost an important person due to an heart attack, and in these situation I don't know what to say that can be helpful.. I can only send you an hug

Posted by: BHK72 at September 10, 2007 09:01 AM (Nl+cG)

Im sorry bud. Not sure what else to say..I lost my brother due to a heart attack as well.. :'(

and now..I just received a message, from a friend telling me that she's not doing so good. :'( gah, i didnt even know that there was something wrong. I havent even replied..Not sure how to... :'(

Posted by: dguy011 at September 10, 2007 09:45 AM (5vkyw)

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