November 16, 2008

Random Thoughts

Sometimes it's really hard to make a decision about something that is absolutely life changing.  There is a comfort in what one currently has.  A familiarity and consistency.  It says alot about how one is leading one's life.  Yet the idea of a challenge seems well..provocative.

What does one do when ones mind is in conflict with one's heart?

There are pros and cons to BOTH courses of action.  How does one weight one's importance?  What is more important stability?   Finances?  Current luxuries?  Or an inner feeling of peace?  Being drawn to the historical and cultural center of civilization?  The feeling of being home and that the feeling of BEING in peace?  Not to mention being able to walk where the ancients walked!

How does one try to resolve a conflict when one's head tells you..dont move..you have a good life. Dont fuck it up.  Yet one's heart clearly says..do it or you will regret that you never tried. Don't second guess the chance you have to do something that your grandfather had the chance...And, that when you do get there....things will line up..you wont be alone and you might find the path that you know is out there for you.  Wherever it takes you.  Also that maybe some of the questions you have about life and my role in it might be answered or at least there would be some clarity.

How does one solve this type of delimma?  What is the right answer?  How does one make this type of choice?  WHAT IS RIGHT and is there a wrong answer?

Posted by: Robert Woolwine at 10:16 PM | Comments (2) | Add Comment
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I think you will have to do what's best for you.  Whether stability or your feeling of peace is the answer. As long as you are happy. That is the most important thing.

I dont have to agree, but I do want you to be happy Robert, just not at the expense of putting yourself in a war torn country.

Do love you and want whats best.

Love your Sister.

Posted by: Laurie at November 17, 2008 12:11 AM (4kcdX)

2 Hey, I know.  I hate confusion and I feel it.  I don't know what the right answer is for me.  Shit if I knew that I would have decided this LONG AGO.  I just know that no matter what choice I do make there will be upsides and down sides.  The question that I am grappling with is what is the best in light of everything that I can consider.  And then when I come to a decision I own it and be committed to it.

Posted by: Robert Woolwine at November 17, 2008 11:18 AM (V+ylD)

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